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Showing posts with label kyemo. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I am so not good.

AT 8:51 PM
in many things. i tried my so best and i always think i am at least okay but i am not. it's a failure to over-estimate self capability.

many craps happened.

the postponed of exams, and another postponed of exams. not to blame others but myself only to be blamed.

my life is totally crap (just lemme be negative for while k).

it sux because i never success. things are cramp together and it gives even more craps.

it makes me flooded until i cannot breath.

can i give my life a break, no?

again, i thought i am good or at least average but now i found out i am the worst one.

no one in the world is worst than me.

i am the worst student ever. the worst sister ever. the worst girlfriend ever. the worst human ever, too.

i am just so sux.

end.


Saturday, May 1, 2010

Study la Week.

AT 7:49 PM 8 beep(s) to KahYee
In the entire study week,
I CONSTANTLY download KangXiLaiLe and also watched every single episodes of it. Cool not?


Then, during lame time,
I found out I have a series of RED collections.



Other than that,
I observe some birds at times!!


And,

I am still impressed by my RED collection @@!

Procrastinated every morning.

Or whole day for more than half of the study week.

If you say I can't control my EQ, HELLO! Gates didn't finish his Bachelor degree, too.

Then, finally, I need to study also no matter how cause I am sitting the first paper on Monday.
So, I really get my ass to sit on chair and start study.
Phyto-da-chemistry.



Exam + study = useless + harmful (to body and brains).

But I have been doing it for 17 years.

I didn't know I am so tabah and tegas =)

For the 17 years, I could not found out any good thing that "Study" has gave me, except for spending more money on education fees, gain LOADS of weights while studying and eye power has increased to 425 and the existence of eye bags, panda eyes with some ubans (white hairs).

Life ain't like that.

Ain't like that.


Thursday, April 22, 2010

2012? what?

AT 11:11 AM 7 beep(s) to KahYee
Many disasters happened recently.
Earthquakes, volcano suddenly angry and burst, etc tornadoes whatever....


#1

#2



#3

Will these happen?
If all these happen,
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WE STILL NEED TO SURVIVE KAY!!!
BE POSITIVE LA HARLO!!!

Ya I know the volcano wan bit fake la just accept it kay! =D




Thursday, April 8, 2010

第一次……

AT 8:53 PM 1 beep(s) to KahYee
今天,我无意中看了不该看的东西,读了更不应该读得部落格……

得知,曾几何时我和他有过一段风雨的人……他是多么的不欢喜我……有我在的时候是多么的痛苦和挣扎……

因为事情来得太突然,所以就算我明天早上有考试,我也要上来写一些东西来释放自己。

如果Kari是第一个,他是我的公元前-就是代表说在愚蠢的世界里的。

还真得满笨的……作了很多不应该做的事,说了很多不应该说的话,杀了很多自己的身体细胞,给了很多不应该施舍的关心……换来的是三年后的“单身比较好,我享受单身”

我不知自己真的那么差,还是太过笨……

虽然我没有后悔,但是我责怪自己的无知和笨拙和冲动……让我在我的生命中留下一个粉红烙印……

我非常的希望他无意间看到我这片部落格而感到愧疚……

在我和他的三年前里,一切都是不存在的。真的。我们的回忆里不会有“我们”的曾经。

这就是戏里说的“一失足成千古恨”

p.s.我希望凯里如果真的看到了这片部落格,可以视若无睹。就是对我最好的安慰……


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