Queen Kylie's

it has been some time since i last blog. after 9 days, finally i am able to write something here.

something is happened in my life that makes me not able, or should i say i've lost my courage to blog. i scared to write even one word here.

the incident that happened has left me a deep trauma which i don't think i can let it go in a short period of time. also, this incident will also affect my life later, to get married or not, or even, to find another boyfriend or not. i have lost all my confidence within seconds, and, i've lost trust on almost everything. i see things from the bad sites and i couldn't think of one good thing in my mind since the incident happened. this blog has also a lot of memory that we have had last time. i don't even dare to access my blog to see a single word or even the URL of this blog.

things were just too good to be ended. life is just so unfair & we have to go through things like this. but, i am learning and growing. i ...........