the.differences.

I am heading to 20 years old this year. In 12 hours time to be precise. Then, so..

This is my 20 years story line so if you don't wanna read just ignore lar haha....

I was born in 20th Aug apparently, and it's a Sunday. Then, my dad said the day I born was some world cup or olympic I forgot.

Event for that day: was Said Aouita runs world record for 3000m for (7:29:45). Click for more. All the list lack of one important thing which is my mum delivered me that day =O

I was born naturally without cut my mum's stomach but I am the first baby in the family so my mum went through a hard time.
Year 1,2 I was so ugly. I think lar unlike those cute baby on board that time.
Year 3 and 4 I am cuter.
Year 5 onwards I become fatter and fatter until year 14 in Form 2 I joined school band then becomes slimmest time ever. Started to have male friends that come to me not for friend purposes =D and in these five years of high school life, I have a scandalous boyfriend, Nicholas Tan that flying to Minnesota this Friday.
Basically (for me la I don't know him), he is my everyday cause we're in same class or not people sure talk about us and created a lot of lame stories etc blah crap. We're friend and no friend and all sort of blah until I can write a book with our stories liaos. People talked so much about him cause he was handsome (now phat liao paiseh Xp) and so excellent in sports and study so those typical idol lar. Now when I think back, I feel like...............hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~
In my form 4 and 5, I have the bestest result in my entire life (should be la).

Year 18 was in foundation in UTAR. Result maintain constantly good. Until, when I transfered to Kampar-the ghost territory, then my CGPA drop 0.1 every semester, which is not a good thing. Year 19, for the first time in my life I have something special and can known him as my life companion. I finally have the chance to being pampered etc blah crap. That is why he somehow cannot tahan me at times. Even is merely one year but I think we have been through a lot. I think lar I don't know what he thinks. Year 20, I am still a virgin (according to FB, I will only lost my virginity at age of 40 swt). I am full with question marks for my futures. My brain started to degrade at the age of 19 it has become worse in year 20 cause when I was doing paper just now it was written sixteen and I saw six what turf T.T damn angry with myself and I feel so childish when I gathered with my friends cause they all look so so so much mature than me T.T

I mean, all the girls are so mature. Not this bunch of guys =) ahhh...

I planed to do manythings in my life but after many incidents and drama happened, I cut off all my dreams, so now I am a dreamless person. No dreams anymore cause I might just die in the next seconds due to infection by H1N1. See?

Thing I do always everyday every second is appreciate people and stuffs beside me.

And now my heart keeps on thinking what is he doing now cause he went to gua today until now there no reply and would like to know whether he is still alive =X

that is all wanna nap before class. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

happy birthday to me. a present for myself is a Firaun (pharoah) hair cut swt =.=