Operation: day # 5

I did not bath for two days. My hair did not wash for three days. All because of the pain and I cannot do anything with it.

I asked my mum, giver birth to baby pain or my thing pain.

She said, give birth to baby is a lot better. Your pain is killing.

Now, I could hardly do anything. Every night I woke up for many many times due to the pain.

I shitted and got blood. After I shitted it was damn pain yesterday. Because of the swell on my wound.

I cried for two hours non-stop cause it was really really pain.

I admit that, that was the hardest tears for my entire life. I cried for the loudest and I cannot do anything with it cause it was too pain.

I wonder, when the pain will gone.