I need a break.

AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna run away from home.. But I cannot leave my mum and siblings at home!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!! Now, I don't care. I just wanna run away. Run away from all the celaka. I cannot stand with all the things now. It's all mess up like hell. I need a break. Seriously need a long break. Too much of things need me to deal with. Too much.

My exam, family, Kampar, future and the most important, Money!!!
(sorry friendship, I really got no time for you.) S-I-G-H.

I hope, I'll get some juice from God that can make me faint for 1 month. Oh no...... Things are just too messy. I don't know what to do. All for the first time, I don't know who I am, what I am, why I am here, and where I am going.

I-Don't-Know.